Friday, June 25, 2010

ready....

xleh tdo..
asyik pk sal uitm..
tkot la..
what if i'm not accepted?
i don't know how to mingle..
i don't know how to make friends...
omg..
tkotttt....
pape pn..
nk prepare..
kmas baju..
beli brg2 pe sme sok..
klu xdpt pilah pn still kne balik uitm gak kn...
so baik kmas2 je pat....
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Sunday, June 13, 2010

i wanna...

first of all...

i need to get less involved in my life..
like my friends...
they just focus on their hobby & to me it seems so simple..
just focus on what you love..
stay out of trouble.
i want to be like them..
but they have their korean stuff...
i don't know what i can be so obsessed about..
the things on my list right now is BU or ANIME or COMICS or MAKING STUFF...
i think i'm thoroughly obsessed about BU now..but i want to find something else to also be obsessed about..
COMICS need money...
MAKING STUFF needs money-not really,time-yes,energy-yes...
how about games...?
when i'm back in uitm..
i don't really have the time for making stuff & bla3..
how about if i focus on...studying?? Pfffttt!!!!LOL!!

HM...i don't know what to obsess about..
praying++? (i'll try very hard...)

one more thing...
i'm thinking about opening up a business...
maybe an online business..
i AM a business student..so i think i should practice what i learned...
but...
what kind of business?
selling/doing what?
aaarghhh....
another dead end...
the modal & all i can ask from my mum..
& i'll pay her back..
but what to sell...?

i wanna be a billionaire...so FREAKIN bad....

i miss the feeling of holding thousands of ringgit on my hand...

Saturday, May 15, 2010

ADIBBBBB!!!!!


happy birthday adib.. =p
enjoy~!!!!!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

lovin' life..

i'm glad to see everybody are happy now
we have passed our test!!!(ujian idop.huhuh)
now its time to enjoy!!!



sulas!!!!
we love you!!!
we never stopped thinking about you!!!
(honestly.swear.swear)
come home soon k!!!
we'll be waiting for youuuuuuu!!!!




p.s-i just realized that i'm a lucky gal!!
i have so much in my life to be thankful for..
i just didn't notice to appreciate it!
thank you Allah...
for the good & bad times...
i love you...

Sunday, May 9, 2010

???question mark???



i don't know why suddenly i feel so empty inside,
kinda blurr also...
hm..
maybe i've lost something
but i just don't notice it yet...

or maybe i'm just not used to being in this situation
[peace,quiet,trouble-less,problem-less]
kinda weird actually when i'm so used to facing multiple problems everyday
and then suddenly
[ ]
nothing

it's not that i'm asking for it,
just i'm not used to it...
YET..
but i'm thankful of it...

i guess i have to fill my time with something else now...
got to find a new hobby..
erk..
this is so weird!!!!!!

for those who don't understand this...
it's because like...
for example...
you've been going to school everyday for 8 years...
& then suddenly you stop going to school
it's fun at first but then you miss your school days...
because you're used to it..

but in my situation..
i'm used to facing problems everyday...
filling my time by thinking how to solve that problem..
but now it's gone..
so i don't know what else to do..
huhuh...funny... ( ^_^ )

Friday, May 7, 2010

da abiz exam..
cm xcye je...
smlm tdo bilik fiza lpas da bye2 kt sme org...
gler sme org trus blk smlm...
ni kt uma nnek da...
bru lpas kne bebel..
da agak da...
mcm2 nnek cte.nseb bek nnek xnges sal ppe...
klu x mpos b nk wt cmne...
surat nk tuka campus x anta lg...
nti nk pos.
pjbt da ttup smlm...
pntnye...
k la..nk kne g jd kuli jap... =p
ain.zyhan.adib.-relax k korg...cuti ni kte lpaskn tension rmai2.hihihi.mish u...




Wednesday, May 5, 2010

i'm back in hell...

okay...
i just got back into hell...
cmon...juz 1 more paper...
i got here at 4 a.m.
arrived in my room at about 5 a.m...
I WOULD HAVE ARRIVED EARLIER IF NOT B'COZ OF THAT F***ING PAKGUARD
pakguard b*** s*** tu xkc pkcik van tu anta smpai dalam...
pdhal b sorg2 td...mmg la dgn kwn tp dia duk hostel lain...
da la b duduk kt hostel ppn yg plg jauh skali...
kne lalu kampus...
pjbt...
parking lot...
jambatan yg sgt...****
uma2 org...
tepi hutan yg sgt menyeramkn...
sgt kejam...
b kol sme org td coz takot...
sme xjwb,..
budi sorg je yg jwb...
THANX BUDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now i'm going to study.
i'm going all out on this one.
now is 6 a.m.
exam starts at 2.15 p.m.
i'm going to get ready at 1 p.m
so i got 7 hours...
1 hour to study at an interval of 5 minutes...
6 hours to spend on blogging n FB...
i'm really not surprised if i failed my acc pper this time..,
last sem i was lucky coz zyhan helped me,..
this sem i'm really not focusing or even serious about studying...
i shouldn't blame other people but myself.
i'm sorry...

okay...
going to start my mission impossible now...
wish me luck...
T_T

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

sleep260

smlm stdy.then tdo kul 1.30 pagi.then tjga kul 2.30.
apehal la mcm ni...
da la jpg exam ctu...
golek2 smpai kul 4
then xthan da
bgn gak
ci mka.gsok g.then wt oats
lapapappappaapapp...
tlg la blh jwb jpg...tlggggggggggggg lah...
i guess im thinking too much...


td ttdo 1 ari.xthu la cmne nk jwb eco sok.tlg la dpt tdo mlm ni...

Sunday, April 18, 2010

death by chocolate







tgh mam choc cake uitm.sumpah sedap gilaaaaaaaaaaa....
tp skg tgh skt ple coz choc shock!!
but its goooooooooodd!!!!!!
bday cake yg atas skali tu specially hand made by ME!!!!sape2 nk order.silalah msj di fb sy,,,huwa3!!!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

zyhan....

hm...arini b telah bjaya ilgkn fon zyhan...
hrmmmmm....
kne curi....
zyhan..im so s..s.s.s.s.s.s.sssssorry...
kte thu wlpn kte da bya ganti rugi tp kte xkn maafkn dri kte.
xnk pinjam brg org da.
fobia..trauma...
awk pn mst da xcye kte da...
npe la malang sgt...
arap2 org yg curi fon tu kne blsan setimpal dgn pbuatan dia.amin.
tp sala b gak..im so stupid...
hm...fon xde.modem pn xleh da.ni tumpang kwn.i have no means of communicating to the outside world...omg...

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

mlm ni blk kl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mlm ni blk~~~!!!
mlm ni ku pulang~~~!!!
hihihhih~!!!
arini bez...td nad ajk g klas nek bsikal.tp xthu la coz nak teman nek bsikal or sbb nk lepak ngn b.maybe juz sbgai teman je kot.g kelas acc n ade open book quiz.kn best klau semua test n quiz sme subjek cm2..
mst full mark tuk carry mark..ingt nk blk kl trus pas eco.

then g klas eco.nenek kc blk test 3.omg...agak teruk..frust gler.trus taubat sementra xnk blk kl
nk stdy.ase cm nk pujuk nnek nk wt test lg skli.

tah cmne td blh TERbeli tiket nk blk kl mlm ni.cmne blh TERpegi stesen bas pn xthu.huhuh.im going homeeee toniteeee!!!zyhan!!ain!!adib!!!wait 4 me!!! gtg!!da kul 9.bas kul 11.nk gerak kul 10.xmdi lg.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Monday, April 5, 2010

life..its making me crazy...!!!

rase cm xde kwn da..
sbb slu tuka group n kwn ke?
sala ke nk tuka?
sala nk kwn dgn sme org?
klau tuka group bmakna xsetia ke?
knape sme org tbe2 brubah?

pe yg b wt?n knape bdak2 klas lain xske b?pdhal dorg juz dengar rumor je
dorg xknal pn diri b yg sbanaxde org kt uitm ni knal b
nobody knows who i really am
zyhan..ain..adib..azie..rai..i miss u guys so much..

pg td g kelas dgn fiza n lee then blk klas ingt nk nek bsikal dgn nad
tp nad tinggal b.dunno y she is so diff now...dulu rapat gla

skg xrpat dgn rmai org
maybe im the 1 tats wrong
tgh pk nk msuk group mane sem dpn,xthu nk msuk klas c ke x,tkot kne reject
then tbe2 tlintas uitm kuala pilah dlm otak nie...dekat+zyhan=happy
tp agak berat ati nk tinggal dungun ni.i love dungun.even if dungun doesn't love me back
anyway i dont think any1 will miss me if im gone

td pg dinner dbs.theme dia back to school
b kn da lme xblk kl so xmik bju skul so kne cri bju len
boleh je nk bli bju skola.tp pk2 blk cm bazir je coz leh pkai skali je xkn nk pkai g kelas kot.
so bli la skirt n kemeja itam.boleh la jgk nk pkai g kelas n jln2
tp mcm agak gothic ah.td mse nk msuk dewan b kne than.dia tnye ni bju dr skola mne ni.
b ckp je ah dulu skola goth kt ampang huhuhu...
b thu rmai yg xpuas ati coz b cm xikot tema tp niat b mmg nk wt bju dr skola goth pn so klu nk xpuas ati pn lantak ah.mlas da nk kesah.too tired to care...lalalaa..

td pg meja shu,tiha,mira..sdih ah.sombong..nk xnk je layan
dorg skg mcm ni.actly dr sem lepas lg.b ajk kua pn xnk.tp ble sala sorg ajk kua trus nk.
b ingt lg.b ajk dorg kua g bnda.xnk.5 minit pas kne reject tu.tiha ajk shu g bnda.nk pulak.kcik ati gla...skg dorg da de mira.so they dont need me anymore.they never did.
ble nk minx tlg je bru la pndai nk cri b.hm..sedih...
owhh!!but this is not the reason i changed from group a to b.mmg juz sbb nk knal dgn sme org je.happy je dulu mse kt group a.skg pn hpy gak dgn group b.juz bese la dlm idup ade phit mnis dia kn.

farahin is my bfffffffffffff here.love youuuu!!!! =)
tp sem dpn dia nk tuka uitm melaka.. =(
plizzzzz837583297823592 jgn tukaaa..
but i dont blame her if she does...b pn cm nk tuka.

fahmi pn my bffffffffffffff kt cni..tp dia nk tuka kos.. =(
bru ingt nk msuk klas a blk..lg2 pas ckp ngn mat rock td.

lg 1 ase cm mlas da nk lyan laki.or tgk laki.or ckp ngn laki.or even pk yg laki wujud dlm dunia ni.
actly mlas nk pk yg mnsia lain wujud.ase cm nk idup dorg2 kt bukit mayat blkg uitm nih.
huhuhhhuhuh...

uish da mcm karangan da ni.huhu.mlm ni byk luahan ati..juz nk minx maaf klau de yg xpuas ati.klau xpuas ati.digalakkan dtg bjumpa n ckp direct ngn rby.lg suke mcm tu.drpd duk ngumpat2 kt blkg.kui2~ da ok ckit da luahkn ckit yg xpuas..

Saturday, April 3, 2010

HYE~!!!

WOWOWOW!!!

ade blog da!!1st time~!!okay la.da kul 4.30 a.m.OMG...kul 10.15 a.m ade test eco.mcm mlas nk mik.mst fail.siyez xstdy ppe lgsg!!!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....!!!gtg!!!